“Look, there’s nobody at the playground!” I heard a child shrill with excitement as he ran to be the first one on the slide this morning. I was sitting deep in meditation with a friend and heard this just as I was lost in the sensation of something new wanting to emerge within me. What a great metaphor for the WayShower, to feel the excitement and joy of being the “first” (or at least at the leading edge) to play with a new level of consciousness!
I don’t have words yet for what is brewing within me around a new level of consciousness that is coming into our physical bodies. My sense is that it has to do with a level of body consciousness that is outside (at least initially) of the mental realm, and that is somehow different than the body consciousness I’ve explored before. I am very familiar with observing changes in the body in order to learn more about my emotions and my conditioned responses. I play often with using intention to shift physical reality. I’ve also experienced feeling “myself” merge completely with physicality and become pure consciousness, which then shifts physical reality, including my body. Still, something different is brewing.
It began several weeks ago when in meditation at the same outdoor space as above I had the most phenomenal experience. The day was extremely windy and blustering gusts were buffeting my body. There were also two men with leaf blowers working around us, why on a windy day I can’t imagine, except that they were there to co-create with me :-). My body became a loosely knit gathering of molecules that rode out on the sound waves of the blowers, and blew in swirls with the winds. Then, every few minutes reconstituted itself into the collection that was my body before it took off again. I had the very distinct feeling of what it must be like to be a sand dune, blowing, moving and reforming again and again. It was a breathtaking experience on a number of levels, and clearly set the foundation for something new to emerge.
Additionally, I am in the midst of playing with a health condition (which is a nuisance, but not serious). During a “remote healing session” with Wendy Down and Ken Graydon, I received clarity around how the body can play its own illusory games, a place where the ego can still play outside of the mental/spiritual bodies. Several years ago I came face to face with the “preferred” illusory game of my soul ray (read more), and felt great sadness flow through me as my ego recognized “the game is up.” I experienced this same level of sadness and grief as my body consciousness let go of its game of separation.
I know these two experiences are related to an evolution of the body to a higher consciousness and I am excited to learn more about what it feels like and how this evolutionary step is something different than what has come before. I feel quite sure it’s related to our movement into the 5th Dimension. Stay tuned, I’ll fill you in when the words appear for this state of being that wants right now to stay physical, not mental or intellectualized just yet.
