You know how they say we only use about 10% of our mental capacity? I think the same must hold true for our heart capacity as well. My heart is opening, opening, opening, with this new 5D energy flowing into our world and right now I am doing my best to allow myself to utilize more of what must be a HUGE innate capacity to live from a heart centered space.
Based on my work over the past 10 years with the Core Dynamics, I am completely comfortable with the capacity to “feel everything fully.” I also easily recognize when I am bumping up against some sort of limitation that, until I bump into its edge, I am completely clueless to. I know I’m on this edge when I feel flooded with emotions and tears flow. I believe tears always represent a release of resistance and usher in an opening within me.
Easter Sunday was just such a day of emotions, tears and openings for me. It began with a bike ride where I listened to a recording of Andrew Harvey talking about “Rediscovering the Christ Path.” It was my second time to listen to this and it continued to stir deep knowings. The particular section so present for me yesterday was the concept of the marriage of the Divine Feminine with the Divine Masculine within me to birth the Divine Child, the incarnation on this physical planet of myself as Spirit (read more).
It is this way of being, Spirit Incarnate, or “walking Christ’s Path,” that our new 5D energy is supporting. We can now fully experience the marriage of Heart and Head, of Mysticism and Sacred Activism, of Heaven and Earth, no longer in duality, but in communion.
Not a regular church-goer I attended Easter services with my mom at her church. My heart soared with the opening bell choir, then continued to fly wide open as the vocal choir’s harmony hit a crescendo. During the first hymn, one familiar to me from my youth, I felt myself as a 6 year old listening to my mother and believing that she sounded like an angel. I was flooded with love for this beautiful woman I am lucky enough to call my mother. My heart swelled, tears pricked my eyes, and I continued to breathe deeply reassuring myself that it is possible to be with such a wide open heart, that it’s possible to access a greater percentage of my capacity without being overwhelmed by its bigness.
The sermon was given from the perspective of Mary Magdalene, what it must have been like to watch the teacher/man that she loved be humiliated, tortured and nailed to a cross. During the description I could feel such deep grief and suffering, knowing from experience just how difficult it is to be with someone you love who is in pain. The Divine Feminine was very present in this emotion, eyes brimming, deep breathing, feeling fully.
And then came the last song. Again, one that I knew well from long ago Easter services that asks the question, “You ask me how I know He (I personally define Jesus as ‘Love’) lives?” and answers with, “He (Love) lives within my heart.” My heart expanding, opening, expanding, opening, and then I saw an older man singing. He didn’t look anything like my Dad, but there was something in his energy that so reminded me of my Dad, and then my Dad, who transitioned 8 years ago, was there. He was beside me wrapping his arms around my mom and I, and love was pouring over us. Okay, I lost it then. Everyone was walking out and I started sobbing with joy and love and hope and sadness too, letting go of any resistance to opening my Heart as fully as I can today to the Love that is building and expanding on our planet.
This is not about religion, this service just created a portal for me.
Are you expanding your ability to feel Love, Joy, Compassion, Hope, and Gratitude at levels that might have once overwhelmed you?
Are you opening your eyes to the doors that are opening this Spring for you to birth the Divine Child within you?
Are you allowing yourself to expand access to your heart’s huge capacity to embody Heaven on Earth?
I would love to hear your stories about how YOU are shifting into greater and greater access to your heart’s ginormous capacity.