I can see fireworks in the distance as I watch from the hospital room window. My dad is lying in the bed in a coma in the hospice room and we are waiting for him to die. I thought that once the life support systems were removed that it would happen quickly, but that’s not how it works, at least not for him. It was four days later, on July 8, 2005, early in the morning that he finally let go. I’m not that interested in seeing fireworks anymore.
The strange thing, though, is that I’ve developed an even deeper relationship with my dad since his death. I feel him visit me often, especially when I am in meditation. He’s been much on my mind these past few days, of course, and he came to be with me this morning when I sat with my meditation group at Whole Foods.
When the “sit” began I was feeling all sorts of big, uncomfortable energies swirling in me and around me. I think it’s part of what is going on in the world right now, lots of chaotic, “old stuff” wanting to transform. Just Monday I worked with my buddy coach, Amy, on a very old cell level memory that created a decision that shows up as a recurring pattern in my life that I would like to transform. I’m using EFT as one tool to shift this pattern. If you know this work (and it’s good stuff, so go here if you don’t), you know that you include a statement similar to, “I profoundly love, honor, forgive and support myself.”
In my sit I began tapping out this pattern (using my etheric hand). Within minutes I was filled with a knowing of being loved. I clearly felt my father’s presence there to remind me of who I really am. Through words, feelings, knowing states, and emotions he helped me get clear about the difference between the human aspects of myself and my true state of divinity. I am so grateful to have my dad continuing to nurture and guide me in my life.
Are you feeling chaotic?
Is “old stuff” that you thought you had cleared showing up for you again?
I believe those of us that have awakened are mirroring the transformation that is gestating in our planet. As we midwife these deeper shifts for ourselves, we energize and help midwife the deeper shifts within our humanity that must change for our planet to experience the birth of our more evolved humanity.
Resources for midwifing the birth of our planet:
- Do you crave a community that understands the transformation that is wanting to be birthed? Do you feel called to contribute your own unique gifts? I encourage you to listen in to this FREE global teleclass, “The Birth of a New You and a New Humanity” featuring Barbara Marx Hubbard and Neale Donald Walsch as they share their vision, wisdom and guidance for birthing a more peaceful, sustainable and connected humanity. Sunday, July 15, (recording available) http://theacetraining.com/BirthOfANewYou
- Maybe you already know you are an Agent for Conscious Evolution. I can highly recommend this program that is more than just training. Your life will change as you get the support to step powerfully into the gift you are here to give to humanity. The “shared focus” of this community is to create a celebration on December 22, 2012 to acknowledge the evolutionary birth of our new humanity. http://theacetraining.com/ACE
- If you yearn to move beyond “old” patterns and allow your most powerful self to shine through, I would love to support you. I have a few spaces for new coaching clients to work with me in a sacred opening to your most authentic expression.